Pomelo girl thoughts

Why I haven’t posted in a week or so…

Well. 

1. Finals. Did shitty on those, don’t want to talk about it.
2. Went to DC with a few friends and attempted to party like sorority girls which didn’t work out for me either, haha.
3. Got sick.
4. Had internship to go to and friends to see despite the sickness and still being sick.
5. The above.

I don’t know. I want to find out more, but I also don’t ever want to be surprised like that or sad like that or angry like that again. I feel like I was duped. I was naive and silly to believe that people are more than just people. Why did I think watching someone on YouTube for years mean anything? That as long as I kept off tumblr, I would be able to keep out of the drama that makes the internet run? I don’t know Carrie, but I think it’s still safe to say that she deserves better.

Here’s a post documenting the many internet confessions that have been coming out.